It's only appropriate.

She doesn't know it yet, but she is my best friend. I don't think she realizes that she has written my life in more songs than one. That could possibly be creepy to you, but comforting for me. I don't mind if she stalks me and puts my life into lyrics, its totally cool Taylor... I give you full permission.

If you are mind boggled about what I am talking about, thats okay, I will refresh your memory or introduce you to her. I am talking about thee one and only person who gets me.

Taylor Swift.

She comes into my life right at the exact moments that I need her and she has never failed me. NOT ONCE. For instance, right now her Christmas song just came on, on my ipod. Its only Halloween time... but thats okay I can settle for Christmas music right now because its her. duh. She comes into my life at those moments where you just need a song to speak for you because your own words just can't cut it.

If you weren't aware her new album for 2012 comes out on Monday.
That's right. Red comes out in 4 days.... but who's counting? me. thats who.

THIS MONDAY PEOPLE!

You best believe I will be at Target at midnight buying it, the deluxe version I might add. Its no big deal. Today I went back to a couple of her older albums and I found some songs that just fit into my life at this moment. Songs that I can listen to so loud in my car and think... yes, I have girl power. Yes, I can get through this. Yes, I have felt this way! It's okay if I cry to this song. Yes, I can totally belt this one! I could go on and on.

There are moments in my life where I just have felt like I just can't breathe without that one person you have counted on for so long. You never wanted to see them hurt, and you never expected things to end like how they did. You can't breathe without them... but you have to. Watch that video here.

If our lives were movies, you would end up with the person that all those movie watchers are rooting for. You would have all that drama and the climax..... then suddenly a break up. BUT... you would feel comforted in knowing that you were just going to end up with that person because thats how all the movies end. They end with a happily ever after. The reality of it is that we don't have that here. We have it on a big screen so girls like me, can dream. Watch that video right here.

Sometimes in our lives we make huge mistakes, we don't realize it in that moment, but after. Sometimes its days later, maybe months, or just hours. You end up going back to that moment and think what could have I done differently? Where would we be now? Its the coldest nights that you remember and you just wish you could just call them and see how they are. Sometimes you have to swallow your pride and apologize for that one night. Watch this one here.

This last one I want to talk about is so simple and completely how I feel if I could voice my feelings. I never thought we would have our last kiss.

Today I am sporting my favorite Taylor tee to keep my head on straight.. and to support her for Monday.

4daysleft.

I love you guys.

xo.